Chapter 8

Like every other lovers, they argued, they laughed, their mood changed and sometimes they're just being a jerk. In this case, she's always the one with tons of problems. Well, problems like unnecessary things she should not be thinking of and stupid things she should not do. Sometimes she's confused. Sometimes she's so damn happy. Sometimess she's upset and sometimes she worries about nothing at all. Being her is complicated. And as for him, he might be needing some time to get to know her better. 

Actually her problem is, she's scared to love him. She's scared to commit. She's scared of losing someone she love again. She lost someone once and that taught her a lesson. That she should never ever feel the same way she once felt and she should never ever fall, I mean like really fall for someone like she is now. Its the heartbreak thing that's making things so hard. Maybe she thinks too much. I don't know what's her problem -____-

But one thing that she's sure of is that she's now under his spell. And every night she prayed that Allah will let this angel of hers be with her forever. Forever means a very very long time. She wants to spend her lifetime loving him. And knowing that he loves her as much as she do is what she hoped for. She really loves him. She hope that he knows that.

Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya....
A boy who will call me beautiful instead of hot, who will call me back when i hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch me sleep. the boy who'll kiss my forehead, who'll want to show me off to the world when i'm in sweats, who'll hold my hand in front of his friends, who thinks i'm just as pretty without makeup on. one who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me. The one who will turn to his friends and says, thats my love...

This is the kind of love that I'll be waiting for