Chapter 23

"Am I better off dead? Am I better off a quitter?"

Decision has been made. It was hard to take. Thats the only thing left to do.

"Sacrificing your happiness for the happiness of the one you love, is by far, the truest type of love"

I'm not sure if this is the end or only the beginning. All I know I'm doing this for someone else. I'm not sure if I should be happy for this. All I know I'm hurt. It hurts more than the last time. It hurts deeply. It hurts.

"There's such a thing as trying too hard. You got to sing like you don't need the money. Love like you'll never get hurt. You got to dance dance dance like nobody's watching. Its gotta come from the heart if you want it to work"

ya Allah,
Give me the strength to live in this world of Yours without the man that I love the most...
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A boy who will call me beautiful instead of hot, who will call me back when i hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch me sleep. the boy who'll kiss my forehead, who'll want to show me off to the world when i'm in sweats, who'll hold my hand in front of his friends, who thinks i'm just as pretty without makeup on. one who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me. The one who will turn to his friends and says, thats my love...

This is the kind of love that I'll be waiting for